I wrote this poem after watching this video.

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I get lost in the moment

heart tremble in the sight of you

No longer had a glimpse of love, just the taste of belonging in truth

My lungs breathes and falls into place

Let the grass roots grow between your toes

Through each footsteps a note is made

A song sang from deep inside

Let it rumble through the night sky and carry deep into your soul

Let it grow till it bleeds through your eardrums

A passion of us touching through a firewall

Fell in the cracks of forever history engraved along our own path

Time goes by, but you stand still, staring at me, a long lost love

And I must admit this was meant to be

As I gasp, it’s hard to believe I’ve only driven in a dream…

To you...

the way the sun hit her skin; Mmm…I love the way she wore summer
starry nights swirl along her lips; let it kiss the moon
cruising along paved moments, as her fingertips dances through the wind
slipping away as the harmony plays, hmm…those pretty thoughts
sparkling eyes; I could see her soul
she’s beautiful; like she stepped out of a dream
loved her flaws; every crease, freckles, in between
gently day dreaming; painted a picture so perfect
a fantasy worth framing
she plays through my mind; caught up in my own thoughts
Mmm…she’s poetry
Let the words slip right out of me; every verse, rhymes, and reason
The means to everything I believe in; let me breathe
Cape Diem; she’s the moment
…But only if she knew it

Dialogue

Guy: I remembered the words that was said that night, it was in mumble but I heard everything in perfect harmony, it ended with a “Goodbye”

Girl: The thoughts that crossed my mind after it all, the next day seemed like any other, but I wonder if you would remember

Guy: There are days when it seem like we were just memories, the times we shared were more dreamlike than anything

Girl: It was cold that night, yes, the day we were first met

Guy: You said this was the right timing and our dialogue was flawless

Girl: But I knew it could be a beginning to nights of heartaches

Both: We knew the chances…

Girl: Getting lost in your thoughts as I explore along each sentence you spoke

Guy: When you left, everything seemed to slow down

Girl: The world stopped spinning…well, my world

Guy: But is it true though? I heard you found happiness

Girl: Head you found love, a partner to your doings

Guy: If I said I was happy for you, I’ll be lying…I find myself looking for you at places we once knew

Both: But then…

Girl: It quickly fades and I’m just left to remember

Guy: You had your hair tied back; arms to the side as you walked back, disappearing…

Girl: Held hands, my fingers placed perfectly into yours…now its missing space

Guy: Sweaty palms on that first day, our life lines curved in sync

Girl: It felt…right, but who would’ve thought that “what was” would become just that

Guy: There are days I wished I could’ve said something for you to turn back

Girl: But I didn’t…kept my mouth closed because I knew…

Both: This had to end with a “Goodbye”

Taught to settle our souls in front of others, we were always dreamers,

shook by society to be part of reality, they said these powers were not real

…that when we were saving lives, it was all imaginary

There was a moment when we thought we had the power to do it all

Never thought about drinking or partying, just fighting evil and making friends

Our power was never measured, it was played…

Screamed for us to GROW UP!

We all started off having super powers, but somewhere in between growing up…

…we lost it

Alongside a resting child

Yawning, rubbing these brown eyes till there are no more tears, they say I’m supposed to be a man but I barely have hair, “stay here, sell…”, learned to open a palm before I could crawl, struggled to stay awake, been up since dawn, lined these shoots nicely and pray that someone will pass by with a pocket full of money to buy three, if they wonder why a child like me is out here, just fake a smile and say to make my family happy, but I’m crying inside when they don’t buy any, ‘cause they don’t know how long I’ve been hungry, I’ve grown tired

Eyes closed, shutting off the world that surrounds me, day dreaming with no meaning, call me a child but I have done so much living, these palms are aged beyond my years, life line hasn’t pass seven, sole stained with miles, walked along a beaten path, seen some sisters seeking strangers, suddenly grandpas becomes brother-in-laws and I’m just trying to make a cent, while they’re giving it away like common sense, to getaway and lay on this pavement

Arms are weary, not grown but I wondered if I cried would they hear me, young but not so restless as this dirt caress me, let my mind sank in cemented pillows, dirt stained toes alongside this road selling my bamboo soul, could I still dream of peaceful tomorrows instead of it being filled with heartache and sorrow, just a boy trying shoot for the front row but got caught in his own thoughts, off my guard but did you wanna buy any, Mommy off doing her workload as I’m just doing what I’ve been told, make a dollar…

She Falls

behind the pen: Well, how i got the gear to write this one was simple. i actually was going through my facebook wall (facebook.com/tharealvulocity) and saw a very touching post from a sister to a younger sister. and it from the looks of it, it looked like the younger sister was maybe falling for a guy a little fast and the older sister was just warning her about the issues of falling in love fast. I can kinda relate to that as a guy but to make it more personal i thought about if i was to talk to my little neices. That when it was their time to start dating and watever (hope that day never comes lol) that they dont fall for just any guy who said they love them. So, i took a little time and just wrote this poem for the young girls out there who might think theyre in love or goin to reach at age where they do put their heart on their sleeves. be careful of who you let get a hold of your heart (corny i know) but it's real talk. this can also go to the fellas as well, so dont shy away from this matter as well if you're a guy...cause this is actually how i see things from a guy perspective telling it to a young girl.

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She fall for fakes more then she fall for reals,
Because a fake says everything she wanna hear!
Like, she don't ever need to be scare, that he's here to heal,
All that fake talking she loves the appeal!
Forreal? The way he say I love you like it’s so unreal,
Cause it's only been a few days since you met him and it's so for real,
But she doesn’t know that...that's his whole long teenage career!
Sayin I love you's until he fools u dear!
Beware the bear...he's jus there to hunt your rear,
sayin he loves you to lure you near!
Then eats your heart like he never even cared!
He sounds good to your ears, huh?
The way he held you near, huh?
Everyone telling you to slow down ma!
Wait a second don’t fall too fast ma!
But she don’t care cause it feels so real,
All that fake talking sound so surreal,
Got her blind from all the things that's real,
Her closest friend told her that he was jus talkin hot air!
But she don’t listen, she already fell...still in mid-air,
He’s a thief...steals in mid-air,
Don’t wait till your heart is broken to learn your lesson dear,
But what do we know, we just care,
Don’t wait until you learn life isn’t fair,
By then you would've shed so many tears,
So many tears...for so many years
You don’t understand you’re starting on this rollercoaster that so many fear!
You’re thinkin of "no regrets" but forget, that it’s coming from people that's been there
Still there...some people never recover, it takes its toll, no fare
Lookin at shattered pieces of your heart that use to shine, no glare
But she loves the fakes...
Loves how they taste
We're just tellin you to wait and don’t follow our fate
But she says "what about you huh?!"

Learn from our mistakes!!

Demented Felt

[so the story about this particular poem is simple, it was during a time where i was super sleep deprived and didnt get much sleep. i remember one night i woke up just mumbling words in my head. so, i jumped in front of a computer and start typing away...so this is what came out.]

Hello Lord, do you hear my songs?
It’s these songs I made for you
Every word is on its own
Like a melody through a storm
Each word is my soul and heart
Chosen like lemon drops
Echoed gun shots wrecked pop
Bled my heart until this world stops
I say it with pride and felt
Slashes of childhood belts
Wounded past of my soul I kept
In these songs I know it’s been felt
I made it for you so listen well

These Demons are listening well
They spoke my words like a spell
I couldn’t tell at first
But my name they called Lucifer
It’s lurking through my brain thoughts
The smell of sulfur
But hello Lord, can you hear my songs?
I know I’ve written wrong
Cause all these could only cause harm
But don’t be alarm, these Demons means no harm
They backlash, slash through my soul
But I fear no pain because I no longer feel no pain
It rains down here, Lord
There are no rainbows afterwards but ashes everywhere
Remember that song of rain drops be falling on my head
Well, that’s what once a dead man said
La-La-Dee-Da-lee-doe

I woke up today singing this song
I knew I had wrote it wrong
It came to me so suddenly
Like a dream that had no dream
It was darken by the Reaper’s creep
Dancing in a lake of fire
Tip-toeing foot steps checking the temperature
It’s getting hot in here, so Demons tore my clothes off
Walked around butt naked ready to skinny dip
Jumped into the lake and I never felt the bottom tip
So I sank…
Sank…
Sank…
Down that fiery pit