She Falls

behind the pen: Well, how i got the gear to write this one was simple. i actually was going through my facebook wall (facebook.com/tharealvulocity) and saw a very touching post from a sister to a younger sister. and it from the looks of it, it looked like the younger sister was maybe falling for a guy a little fast and the older sister was just warning her about the issues of falling in love fast. I can kinda relate to that as a guy but to make it more personal i thought about if i was to talk to my little neices. That when it was their time to start dating and watever (hope that day never comes lol) that they dont fall for just any guy who said they love them. So, i took a little time and just wrote this poem for the young girls out there who might think theyre in love or goin to reach at age where they do put their heart on their sleeves. be careful of who you let get a hold of your heart (corny i know) but it's real talk. this can also go to the fellas as well, so dont shy away from this matter as well if you're a guy...cause this is actually how i see things from a guy perspective telling it to a young girl.

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She fall for fakes more then she fall for reals,
Because a fake says everything she wanna hear!
Like, she don't ever need to be scare, that he's here to heal,
All that fake talking she loves the appeal!
Forreal? The way he say I love you like it’s so unreal,
Cause it's only been a few days since you met him and it's so for real,
But she doesn’t know that...that's his whole long teenage career!
Sayin I love you's until he fools u dear!
Beware the bear...he's jus there to hunt your rear,
sayin he loves you to lure you near!
Then eats your heart like he never even cared!
He sounds good to your ears, huh?
The way he held you near, huh?
Everyone telling you to slow down ma!
Wait a second don’t fall too fast ma!
But she don’t care cause it feels so real,
All that fake talking sound so surreal,
Got her blind from all the things that's real,
Her closest friend told her that he was jus talkin hot air!
But she don’t listen, she already fell...still in mid-air,
He’s a thief...steals in mid-air,
Don’t wait till your heart is broken to learn your lesson dear,
But what do we know, we just care,
Don’t wait until you learn life isn’t fair,
By then you would've shed so many tears,
So many tears...for so many years
You don’t understand you’re starting on this rollercoaster that so many fear!
You’re thinkin of "no regrets" but forget, that it’s coming from people that's been there
Still there...some people never recover, it takes its toll, no fare
Lookin at shattered pieces of your heart that use to shine, no glare
But she loves the fakes...
Loves how they taste
We're just tellin you to wait and don’t follow our fate
But she says "what about you huh?!"

Learn from our mistakes!!

Demented Felt

[so the story about this particular poem is simple, it was during a time where i was super sleep deprived and didnt get much sleep. i remember one night i woke up just mumbling words in my head. so, i jumped in front of a computer and start typing away...so this is what came out.]

Hello Lord, do you hear my songs?
It’s these songs I made for you
Every word is on its own
Like a melody through a storm
Each word is my soul and heart
Chosen like lemon drops
Echoed gun shots wrecked pop
Bled my heart until this world stops
I say it with pride and felt
Slashes of childhood belts
Wounded past of my soul I kept
In these songs I know it’s been felt
I made it for you so listen well

These Demons are listening well
They spoke my words like a spell
I couldn’t tell at first
But my name they called Lucifer
It’s lurking through my brain thoughts
The smell of sulfur
But hello Lord, can you hear my songs?
I know I’ve written wrong
Cause all these could only cause harm
But don’t be alarm, these Demons means no harm
They backlash, slash through my soul
But I fear no pain because I no longer feel no pain
It rains down here, Lord
There are no rainbows afterwards but ashes everywhere
Remember that song of rain drops be falling on my head
Well, that’s what once a dead man said
La-La-Dee-Da-lee-doe

I woke up today singing this song
I knew I had wrote it wrong
It came to me so suddenly
Like a dream that had no dream
It was darken by the Reaper’s creep
Dancing in a lake of fire
Tip-toeing foot steps checking the temperature
It’s getting hot in here, so Demons tore my clothes off
Walked around butt naked ready to skinny dip
Jumped into the lake and I never felt the bottom tip
So I sank…
Sank…
Sank…
Down that fiery pit

In a thought

Goodbye my friends
We were young
...Had the whole world ahead of us
Now it jus seem like these days we're tryna run away from it all
Always fighting in this brawl
Some days life lift us up but most it leaves us to crawl
I tried to stand tall with you all
Shadows circles around me when I fall
Cold like a winter breeze but colors in a leaf of fall
Got a little brighter, sharpened my claws
I know sometimes I talk a little too fast for ya
Say many things that may offend ya'
But believe me that when I say "we" I mean us all!!
Brah, we're brothers but we're still fighting each other
Spend less fighting and we should teach others...
...How to be a better
A better man
Live a better life
And if you have a wife...
Don't treat her like a knife cause she aint cutting nobody!
She's a queen! Remember the reason she's your wife and not just a wife...
For them fellas who's lucky to have their ribs filled
Remembered God made them from you and that's his will
I know some days we gotta swallow that pill they call pride
And what we call Ego just needs to be let go
And what is already let go just needs to be left alone
I say goodbye not as a farewell but my release from hell
My release from hell?
Yeah, caged in, release from jail!
Not that type that criminals call home but a place inside your dome
Where thoughts roam and ideas are made
Write it fast before it fades
Like in a card game, your locked up, I'm all spades!
Open a new chapter, a new page
And let our past be the past
For our mistakes doesn't define us and save face!
We came from violence, blood stirring in neighborhood streets
No longer needed that, the more we acknowledge the more their heart keeps beating
On our knees but we're not defeated
Tired but we're not sleeping
As long as I'm breathing, my feet will be forever kicking
And these words will be written
..engraved in your mind, as though these lines are your veins
So when I say them, I'm bleeding in pain
Let it fall like rain, pour on our souls and drench in thoughts
It's all of our faults
So I say goodbye to you all
We are young...
And we let the world slipped through our hands and ran away
Jus ran away...